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Greeeeat
Now one of the reasons why I want to look at the audition list myself is because I don't want a friend to tell me - -" I'd rather face rejection with my own eyes, not through another's.

= = But now what's really bothering me is
How long DID I play?
Was it WAYY less than two minutes?

:[ But I still want to thank everyone who helped me! It means a lot! For Vicky and Christina for letting me borrow their bow AND VIOLIN! AND for helping me with the fingering and just giving me some musical advice. And for my friends that knew that I didn't play as well as a lot of the orchestra people - -" but told me to try out anyway and giving me moral support :[

- -" kay I know how I'm real sad right now, but it will go away. Just know that being sad is kind of inevitable right now - but being real thankful isn't.

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Well
Five class periods next year means more time to play piano and violin anyway! x]
And COLOR photography! Omggg haha.
And more time to hang out with people
And less time around creepers at school
And more time to focus on getting into a pretty decent college - -"
AND I was reminded by 阿腸 that this isn't the last chance in my whole life to join an orchestra - - (where people are around the same age as me x___x)

SUCK IT UP AND BE HAPPY, 林心如! >:O
There's good weather tomorrow, TWO chances to boost my APUSH grade tomorrow, AND it's late start - which means I can laugh at the sophomores (jk).

Okay .. saying 'suck it up' isn't really um... what I mean - -"...
It's just, there's much more happier things in the world than depressing ones, so why waste time feeling so down?

: /

flaksfhsdalkfjsdls

GOD IS GOOD.
I am faithful that He has amazing reasons for all of this! Some I can probably comprehend but others I cannot (yet).

So quit worrying and start on your math hw and APUSH studying!! = ="....