The big day for me
Didn't go as I had hoped 囧
Well, that's how life is.
I knew it would go horribly - because my stage fright actually hasn't gone away.
It has to do with that - and lack of practice.
I thought Mr. Galli would ask some questions - that might have made me feel more comfortable/better.
And then I was kind of rude to him at the end and I didn't even make two minutes.
So like
:[ sigh.
I am greatly disappointed in myself.
However, I'm not as depressed as I thought I'd be.
And now it doesn't hurt me whether or not I make Chamber Orchestra.
Yes, there will be regrets. But not as strong as a regret as not trying out in the first place.
Noo way - this will not discourage me to stop violin again.
But to start again!! If I have time - -"... I don't know how to improve guitar 囧
So this summer I'm going to improve my violin and piano! >:O
= =" The only thing that was wasted was time.
But then again, time is an abstract thing xP
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