I am

kind of scared of next week.

First, I'll be seeing my SAT score.
Second, I don't know what my reaction will be when 我看他跟別的女生一起跳。
- - I'll need 阿腸 to tell me to look away? LOL x____x?? [actually it's not that funny - -]

Ughh I feel like saying something but it won't come out - -"
Just :[ I hope I won't go incredibly emo next week.
I want to go running really badly :[ But today I didn't get enough sleep so I didn't want to wear myself out. Soo I'm gonna try to get as much sleep as possible and run run run!