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So it's 1:05 AM in the morning, February 16th and I'm up doing my lit project and studying bio and studying SAT weee. I seem to study better really late at night :[ That's not the way we were designed though, sorry God >< D: So much for trying to bring my sleeping cycle back to normal. And this Valentine's day acoustic song by Kina Grannis is so addicting @囗@ can't stop listening to this. The chords for this song are pretty easy too :]

Two things are bothering me at the moment:

1. CHAMBER ORCHESTRA [duh]: I keep thinking I won't get in. I can play the music okay, but seeing the skills and experience of the other members in the class, it doesn't seem like I'll make it. I really don't even care if I'm second violin. But I've already come this far in a matter of weeks, why not continue on? :[ If I make chamber orchestra I'm going to be so tearful with happiness. I would just go to string orchestra, but I really need to find a chance to get into something where you need to try out or audition for. For track, you didn't really need to try out, and something was wrong with that coach because I didn't really join the team yet it's on my transcript haha = =".... I was thinking of joining variations but then I discovered the choir teacher picks favourites and all the members of variations all have that same cocky, stuck-up attitude, which is why I didn't bother trying out. The only thing left for me is one of the music groups, haha :[ Chamber orchestra 加油加油


2. D; I forgot. LOL Chamber orchestra is bothering me a lot though.

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o HA I remember = ="
:[ Alice if you see this, when you asked me the question of why am I excited for prom so much, my answer was that it will be like our first formal dance, with everyone dressed all nice and mostly juniors and a beautiful atmosphere and great food!

Those are some of the reasons, but come to think about it, they're not really my #1 reasons D:
I'm just kind of hoping 帽子 will go and I can see 他帥的樣子 = = 哈哈... with like a tuxedo or something haha x_________x... that's it though. 我好奇怪哦 x囗x not like a person like him would go in the first place = ="

okay good morning :]