2.15.2010

2.15 President's Day '10

So, I just have a few questions.



Yes, I have been doing my readings lately - Friday will be when I finish #40 x]

But I know God has said that He holds us accounatble for the non-believers around us. What if we had tried to spread His word to some people around us, but they refuse to accept? Do we continue to try our hardest or just ... well.. give up when we've tried our hardest?

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About the book of JOB
I just finished reading it last night, and I have quite a few questions that I probably won't have answered = ="... unless I actually go ask someone.

Basically, Satan and the Lord kind of agreed to let horrible things happened to Job... was this kind of event planned even before the Lord was born? Did the Lord know that Satan was to come to Him and ask to put Job to the test? I know God plans every single detail of our life, but does He even plan the times that we stray away from Him? o___o...

In the end of the book, it is said that the speeches of Job, Eliphaz, Bildad, and Zophar are all 'foolish'. Yet somehow I agree with much of it - such as that ".. anger kills foolish people. Jealousy destroys those who are childish" and "He lifts up those are are sad. He keeps them safe." Those aren't true? @囗@

And I notice... will to me, Job is a bit contradicting himself. He knows no one can argue against God, and recognizes that He is fair, yet in the end it says the whole time Job was arguing to God the whole time?... I know people lament to God, but this doesn't count, then?

Heehee I love the speech of the Lord @囗@ He talks about His greatness with the most awesome humbleness ... or maybe I just don't see any flouting in His speech because I've already accepted Him so much? I don't know = ="

The #1 lesson I've learnt from the book of Job is that God is always fair.

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I hope my sister's attitude will change for the better after this snow retreat @囗@.. not just for the people she's living with, but for herself.

And why am I so afraid of group fellowship? = ="... I was really thinking of going to youth group next week, but then I started thinking about 'noo, all they'll be talking about is snow retreat and totally ignore someone like me'. Well I know it's true, don't try to correct me, but I guess I should just go anyway. Maybe I'll hear some nice stories :D

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I'm going to try to read the whole Bible by the end of this year! >:O 加油加油
Now I will start from Jonah all the way to Malachi, and I don't know maybe start jumping around again = ="...

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