I remember telling a friend over a year ago regarding you that I believe God has placed you in my life for a reason, and I still believe in the truth of this statement. And as each day passes, while the feelings may be there to a small extent, I realize that my care for you is very genuine and not just based on feelings. Thus, I still believe there is a reason why God has placed you in my life - has, and not had. I know anyone reading this may think that 'oh, yep it's definitely just her feelings' but trust me, I am sober, sane, logical in my thought process, and am genuinely not trying to justify or rationalize this statement in any way. But yet, if there is a reason to be friends again in the future, I believe God will allow a time and an opportunity for that, and there's no need for me to try to take control...
.. yet then again, there is that human nature of wanting to take control.
I am trying.
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