Suppressing

Many times this year, I'll catch myself telling myself "Hey, don't do that.  That's weird.  Imagine what people will think of you," - when it's just my natural reaction to things.  I have the curiosity of a child, I have childish reactions, I have introspective tendencies.  I am me.  Why am I trying to suppress it?  What point is there in doing that?  Why have I begun to care what people think of me again?  Why am I trying to suppress and hide the personality that my God instilled in me?

Happy Birthday to His One and Only Son, Jesus, by the way