Yesterday I had the pleasure of meeting up with an old friend that I haven't seen nor talked to for about two years, so we had a lot of catching up to do.
She's also one of my Christian friends, and honestly I haven't really had the chance to talk for a while about how God is deeply involved in our lives whether we want him to be or not.
I remember my little 'spiritual euphoria' I had near the end of last year. The feeling and the knowledge and all I gained is still there, but I will say right now that I have done things that have not been glorifying to God, and what's even worse is that I know I will keep doing them unless I really begin to nurture my relationship with God again. I'm not pin-pointing a time when I began to drift away, but moving out and realizing that this soul of mine tends to get lonely too as well as other hectic events has caused me to "not have time" for Him. I'm sad about it and wish I could change things, yet here I am doing nothing - so am I really sad about it?
Anyways, I'm very grateful for a friend like Christina. Even after two years, we could still converse very easily with each other. The both of us have definitely matured a bit since we last met. We probably won't talk again for a while, but it's good to know that I still have a friend like her around, and I hope she knows the same, too.
She's also one of my Christian friends, and honestly I haven't really had the chance to talk for a while about how God is deeply involved in our lives whether we want him to be or not.
I remember my little 'spiritual euphoria' I had near the end of last year. The feeling and the knowledge and all I gained is still there, but I will say right now that I have done things that have not been glorifying to God, and what's even worse is that I know I will keep doing them unless I really begin to nurture my relationship with God again. I'm not pin-pointing a time when I began to drift away, but moving out and realizing that this soul of mine tends to get lonely too as well as other hectic events has caused me to "not have time" for Him. I'm sad about it and wish I could change things, yet here I am doing nothing - so am I really sad about it?
Anyways, I'm very grateful for a friend like Christina. Even after two years, we could still converse very easily with each other. The both of us have definitely matured a bit since we last met. We probably won't talk again for a while, but it's good to know that I still have a friend like her around, and I hope she knows the same, too.
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