I never really considered that.
To be more accurate, I only kind of like you. However, my thoughts consist only of you most of the time, knowing that I'll see you later makes me nervous and makes my heart beat really fast, and sometimes just being able to look at you brings a warmth throughout my body. And this will probably make me sound like some hopeless romantic, which I'm not, but I just absolutely love staring into your eyes.
Yet, another part of me can only see you as a friend. How come that part of me doesn't allow me to feel that click all the time? This sort of bothers me. But I'm glad I have this part of me towards you because that will also aid to ensure that I don't get too attached to you.
I think I was initially flattered of how someone who could so nicely carry himself was interested in me. Talking to you was very easy, and then when you basically ignored me in class that day I just started feeling absolutely terrible.
I said no to those dates mainly because I didn't want to date a non-Christian. I also said no because I honestly didn't have time, and I was honestly so dumbfounded as how someone as cool as you would be interested in someone as mediocre as myself - I was actually really suspicious. I still am pretty dumbfounded, to be honest.
So okay, I first started liking you because you were interested in me first... then I started liking parts of you - how mature you are, how gentlemanly you are, how open-minded you are. Plus, I thought you were pretty good-looking. And there's chemistry. But I know chemistry doesn't go on forever and the click does go away.
To be honest, I don't exactly have reasons for liking people. You and I are actually very different people, with similarities here and there. The differences don't matter too much, except for the one that I'm pursuing a relationship with God and you're not.
To be more accurate, I only kind of like you. However, my thoughts consist only of you most of the time, knowing that I'll see you later makes me nervous and makes my heart beat really fast, and sometimes just being able to look at you brings a warmth throughout my body. And this will probably make me sound like some hopeless romantic, which I'm not, but I just absolutely love staring into your eyes.
Yet, another part of me can only see you as a friend. How come that part of me doesn't allow me to feel that click all the time? This sort of bothers me. But I'm glad I have this part of me towards you because that will also aid to ensure that I don't get too attached to you.
I think I was initially flattered of how someone who could so nicely carry himself was interested in me. Talking to you was very easy, and then when you basically ignored me in class that day I just started feeling absolutely terrible.
I said no to those dates mainly because I didn't want to date a non-Christian. I also said no because I honestly didn't have time, and I was honestly so dumbfounded as how someone as cool as you would be interested in someone as mediocre as myself - I was actually really suspicious. I still am pretty dumbfounded, to be honest.
So okay, I first started liking you because you were interested in me first... then I started liking parts of you - how mature you are, how gentlemanly you are, how open-minded you are. Plus, I thought you were pretty good-looking. And there's chemistry. But I know chemistry doesn't go on forever and the click does go away.
To be honest, I don't exactly have reasons for liking people. You and I are actually very different people, with similarities here and there. The differences don't matter too much, except for the one that I'm pursuing a relationship with God and you're not.
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