Une raison

why I think my mind is not entirely aware of the things around me on Earth - as stupid, unscientific, and childish as this sounds - is because my soul is always drawn to more spiritual and and heavenly things.  The most simple, bare-boned things make me content, such as seeing a sunset or listening to music, or simply having a meaningful conversation with a friend.  Though I am in a much worse state financially than most of my friends, I don't usually think about it and spend money anyway... not because I'm careless, but because of the time I know I'll be investing it in - being with people.

Every sunset is breathtaking for me, and I often go in a daze when I listen to a perfectly composed song.  Like today, there was a piano duet recital.  I brought a friend along with me for a while, but she isn't really into classical music, which I completely understand, so I let her leave and I had the chance to sit closer to the performers.  Most of the people in there were... older people.  To be honest, I don't know anyone my age who has the exact same music taste as I do.  I know of people that do, and they're all rather at a surprising age older than I am.  No doubt about it, my friends have the closest music tastes to what I have.

Okay now I'm just rambling.  Basically, long story short - again, my soul feels very detached from this world.