Why

did I have to live in this place?

Does anyone have any idea how extremely difficult it is to have friends who are so much more financially secure than you are?!

ALL OF YOU. All of you have the resources to go wherever you want to go, whenever you want to go, get whatever you want to get.

I'm not blaming anyone, and granted, I am thankful in some aspects of this "home" of mine. People are inevitably going to born into different circumstances so that's understandable. But how come I couldn't live in some poorer area where people could sympathize with this side of me? Seriously this is another reason why I want to get out of here quicker so I can finally gradually end connections with this place.

Honestly if this were the summer, then I would totally just walk out of here.