So I'm kind of bored and don't have much homework to do. I'd love to go outside for a walk and take a few pictures, but it's rather cold outside. It was actually supposed to snow for the past few days, but to many peoples' disappointment, nothing significant in the weather changed. It's just been cold, windy weather. And as of this moment there's sun out with beautiful, white, poofy clouds.
I tried looking for the blue equivalent of this notebook, but still couldn't recollect anything as to where I had last placved it. However, I ran across thisone gift I found in my bookshelf. My friend Megan gave it to me for my birthday last year, and seeing again the things she gave me made me smile. Now I don't really have any classes with her so I don't really talk to her anymore either. But I read the short birthday messages she gave me, and thank her for the times we had together last year. She's the kind of friend I can always feel playful around, and still feel comfortable around after long moments of not talking with her.
It's always sort of hard seeing an authority figure heartbroken, since usually people see them as strong, and someone to look up to. And then, to suddenly see them in such a downfall, you don't really know what to do. And then we forget that they're humans, too.
Just basically three more months I will have bene through high school. By the end of next month, I'll know what college my future will take me, and I guess I'm sort of excited. I don't know if I'll cry at the end of the year or not. Last time I've done such a thing was ins the end of fifth grade. I sometimes can't believe I've grown into such a non-sentimental person. I could be heartless and not even know it. But as for now, I'm trying to discover as to how I've developed this characteristic of mine.
I am never working in groups ever again. If I'm given the option of individual work, I'm going to grab that opportunity first. I'm learning way too many lessons this senior year. You can't always expect people to be competent, and you can't always expect technology to work out the way you want it to. And going off from that, you can't exactly plan your life as you want it to, as God has His own unique plan for you.
I'm going to buy a new guitar in like half an hour~
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