-_____- not a very good day

So I knew today wasn't going to be a good day... mostly because I had three quizzes.

Lit quiz was... okay. I got a 85%
Math was horrible. I need at least a B in calc or I'm gonna cry.
I studied a lot for gov... sort of... for vocab I did fine, I mean its only 33% of the quiz, ... but I got like a 9/15. Ughhh.

So yeah. I'm not doing so well in my AP classes at the moment. I'm going to try to catch up with math today and the rest of the weekend - since I'm DONE WITH UCS AND SATS! But college only matters if I get into UCLA or Berkeley, OR if I get sufficient amounts of scholarships to Davis/Irvine/SD. I'm not even sure if I want to apply to SD or Davis... they don't really have what I want. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and then going to community college is like WOW all that time, effort, and money for NOTHING? All that studying for SAT subject testing, SAT reasoning testing, AP testing, AP CLASSES... just to go straight to community college. Yeah so I'm not very happy regarding my future education right now.

God, what do you want me to dO??? I am soo confused.

But I went to Starbucks with MSG today aand it's beginning to have a very holiday-like atmosphere here in Cupertino ^^;