May 2nd

I'm actually kind of scared for tomorrow. I know the piano music for Chamber is like @__@... really easy, but GETTING IN IS HARD = ="... The only thing I'm worried about is my piano piece being real easy, compared to other pianists. I hope Mr. Galli asks me questions about my piano, though - -" And to those people who think I won't get in - I just have a feeling I'll prove all of you wrong. But that's like a ... I donno - -"... I feel angry yet excited at the same time. But this is like, 射箭-ing, I guess. I missed the target for the first shot. I have a second arrow, so I might as well use it and try anyway.

See, this is why I don't go on the computer before testing ... I'll get distracted by going on blogger, youtube, flickr, tumblr, gmail, facebook, etc.... - -"....

I'm so excited for the rest of this month after AP testing though! I can't ditch class because both of my AP tests are at school 囧... Oh well. And then May 11th is the ELD contest thing and then May 14th I get to go to a youth group for the first time in a long time!!~ AND May has WONDERFUL weather! EXCITED!!~

... but I cannot forget my other finals and SATs D: ... sigh :[
But right after school ends, we're SENIORS! (- - college apps)... and then there's VBS and VGM training haha [shoot I need to ask 賀恬 something x___x] AND THEN VGM!!! And I am going to learn a bunch of piano/violin/guitar songs and hopefully I can 打工 at 楊老師 if they need me - -".. I hope they do haha D: But I can only 打工 in August = ="... and possibly my senior school year, too :D

- - and if that cockroach doesn't back off, I have a SUPER good plan of forever exterminating it. HEEHEEHEE. I really want to carry this plan out but - -" let's see how the rest of the year goes.

@___@ And I don't exactly know what 氣功 is. Well I do, but I don't know where that energy comes from. I was starting to think, what if I can get those electrical impulses from my twitching OUTSIDE of my body? HMM??!!

OMG I'm so excited for life :]