So I think God was speaking to me again. About that one person, and how I didn't right what is wrong. I thought doing that one thing was simple enough, but God is telling me it's not, and I need to act on it more.
But I'm scared? I promised myself I would do it before the end of high school, ... like last day of senior year 囧 but D: I donno. I don't even have time give a Happy Birthday to that person or something. Ugh :[ And I'm too scared to do anything face-to-face. I can barely catch that person online anyway - -".. I think that person's okay with me now... but the parents? Why did they still shake their head and glare at me?? What did I do wrong that I don't can't even remember??
But no, the sooner the better. I will try to carry things out this summer. :[ Hopefully nothing unfortunate will happen. 耶蘇請給我再多的勇氣 ＝︿＝
That was a very odd dream indeed.
>< I donno if continuously praying about this isn't very useful? Or maybe He's just reminding me to not forget about my promise to Him - this is a somewhat big promise I can't forget.
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:[ This is making me really uneasy. What if I keep thinking about it when I'm trying to practice violin?
And I noticed I play violin better with my eyes closed - -"... Probably because I become more focused on playing the song than on playing the right notes. I wish I could blindfold myself at the time of auditions or something - -"..
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