I'd like to speak what's on my mind.
The first thing? School.
School's going okay, as long as I study hard, put effort into all of my schoolwork, and pay attention in class. Today one of the guidance counselors came in and talked to us about senior year and college and all that stuff. I really hate my school now - -"...
The only relieved thing I got out of this was that UC's take the top 12.5% of the STATE, not each school. Thank goodness - -"
SAT's? This whole week is rigorous, rigorous SAT studying, along with studying for APUSH and AP Bio.
And something that's been bothering me for quite a while now - should I try out for orchestra? I REALLY REALLY want to, music is a great passion of mine, even though I don't play well. I know if I do get into orchestra, I will improve. However, 賀恬 said that the violinists in chamber (about 30) usually stay in their positions and don't need to try out again. The people trying out will fill up the empty seats of the orchestra. Most of these people have been playing violin for 5+ years with private lessons. Me? Almost four years - private lessons.. but that was almost six years ago.
And then I thought... what if I suddenly start taking lessons again? I really need the teaching, or I don't really have a chance of getting in... there would be disapproval from my mother and the need to focus on SAT more and all that stuff.. and if I don't get into orchestra, would I be so discouraged to not practice violin anymore?
:/
Well, I guess I'm thankful that I learned way too many things during junior year.
But everything is worth a try :[
I'll know His answer after each experiment.
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