Ha.. ha.. ha...
I prayed... but that doen't necessarily mean everything's okay.
:/ It's true - the smallest responsibilites are the most significant ones. If it weren't for the janitors cleaning up after everyone, we'd be going around to filthy, unsanitary places. If it weren't for just the cashiers at the check out stand, it would be really 麻煩 to bring in and count money in stuff (not that it's already not 麻煩 enough). And God doesn't like show off-y people who praise Him just to attract attention to themselves and their 'faith'... haha.. I think this might be the number one reason why I'm very very very not open about my relationship with God except here :/... I guess I'm 'afraid' people might think I'm some poser, seeing that oh some quiet girl is suddenly acting all godly and whatnot...
Well, that's basically all I have to say... in public.
I have so many 毛病 :/
But why do I continue to care about what I think about myself? Why is it so difficult to remember that the only thing that matters is what God thinks about me? After all, my soul is only trapped in this body for another seven to nine decades or so - -".
:[ There's much I want to do to serve..
except I can't even feel accepted in my own church! = ="... 是我真的有毛病嗎?
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