1.30.2010

Day 19 & 20

"Humility is not thinking less of yourself; it is thinking of yourself less"

My only response for day 19's reading - is that 我真的備說中了。 I do need some kind of fellowship - just a Sunday sermon is not enough. It doesn't necessarily need to be a kind of youth group, but probably people around my age to be better understanding.

I don't know why I stopped going to youth group... 感覺像我怕什麼東西。。。可是我也不知道是為什麼。是怕會絕得孤單嗎?我沒有那麼在意別人對我這種人的想法,可是。。萬一在我這個教會的youth group沒有那種 "family" 的感覺?

反正我也不能這樣說 - 因為我好久沒有一直繼續去每個星期六的 youth group... Relationships take time - especially deep ones like this. 我什麼時候才會有以前一樣的勇氣(不是目地哦)回到youth group?

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"All your relationships would go smoother if you would just pray more about them".

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I don't feel comfortable about talking about how this specific reading relates to me online.
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I really felt like crying during today's readings.
What can I do? I'm so helpless the only thing I'm not afraid of is just praying.
But even so, there's more to everything than just praying.

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