1.26.2010

Cleaning

So as I was cleaning out my room - specifically my sophomore papers of last year, I noticed I threw EVERYTHING away.. except these:








Things I have not used and have not written on - because, really, I don't want to remember my sophomore year. I DID have horrible teachers - I realized it's not all incredibly my fault (part of it is, but not all). Looking through my World History papers and my Chemistry Honors papers, it felt so 爽 to be throwing them all away. I know Ms. Combs said not to throw our essays away.. but I can't really do anything with them anymore.. mostly because my achieved (reasonable) standards of Ms. Combs can't apply to my current literature teacher x___x. The only thing that kind hurt was how stupid I was in Chemistry.. and why I continued to take it, I don't know.. 過去是過去。。 現在也沒辦法回到過去。





... and some things you have to let go.




- -" I'm not throwing away ALL of it, haha. See that dolphin there? That's just one of the three of the like, twenty stuffed animals I have to put away. 他們已經不是我的幸福了..


However, I am particularily pissed off
... especially that last day of school -
When I really felt like being a Monta Vista bull instead of a matador, and run into the wall.
那麼多的時間,那麼多的機會 - 我怎麼都沒注意到?!
為什麼學校的最後幾天才開始注意到? 現在也沒有以前那麼多的機會。


但說不定剩下的時間或明年會有什麼樣的驚喜。。。

Time flies :[

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