What was today anyways

1. You know I don't want to date you.
2. You show signs of bitterness knowing that I don't want to date you.  That definitely distances us and makes things a bit awkward.  And you were polite in this knowledge to not introduce me to your sister (but she still seems to know about me anyways somehow...).
3. Yet why did I let you pay for me?  I could pay for myself I had my debit card with me.

Currently, I'm insisting on paying for myself next time and you're insisting me not to.  I'll keep insisting but if you really, really do insist, then fine.  It's good for me to save money, but I'll let you know that ahead of time.

We honestly do enjoy each other's presence and we do make very good friends.  I'd feel very sad if we couldn't hang out or talk every so often.  I can see you as a good friend, but I'm getting this vibe that you are getting more attached to me than I will ever be to you.  It's very obvious you want me to stay in this area and that you like me a looooot more than I like you.  Based on what reason I don't know what.  It's flattering, I admit, seeing that I do kind of like you as well, but I'm not letting that go to my head.

But honestly, I still don't know what to do with you.  I need to talk to more people and April will ultimately decide how I'll deal with you.