I like you a lot more than I do and I don't even know it.
Even as I'm writing this, I still don't feel like I like you as much as she says I do. I guess one sure giveaway is that when I am around you, I feel very neutral and a bit indifferent. I treat you as I would with any other male friend. Yet once you're out of my presence, you're constantly in the back of my mind. I'm not thinking of anything 'cute' or 'romantic' or anything like your smile or our conversations, but just of you... like 'hey, it's him'. That's it. Do I daydream of you? Honestly, from time to time I might. I feel like it's almost involuntary and I have to stop myself and focus on other things.
It sucks being honest with yourself. I miss being an emotional rock. I miss being apathetic. I hate it when people call me a child, yet I deem it necessary for all people to mature (yet the choice to mature is also optional).
I will get over you eventually.
Even as I'm writing this, I still don't feel like I like you as much as she says I do. I guess one sure giveaway is that when I am around you, I feel very neutral and a bit indifferent. I treat you as I would with any other male friend. Yet once you're out of my presence, you're constantly in the back of my mind. I'm not thinking of anything 'cute' or 'romantic' or anything like your smile or our conversations, but just of you... like 'hey, it's him'. That's it. Do I daydream of you? Honestly, from time to time I might. I feel like it's almost involuntary and I have to stop myself and focus on other things.
It sucks being honest with yourself. I miss being an emotional rock. I miss being apathetic. I hate it when people call me a child, yet I deem it necessary for all people to mature (yet the choice to mature is also optional).
I will get over you eventually.
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