3.22.2013

Because this needs to be said

Do you know how unbelievably UNattractive you've been for the past few days?

You've been living off of chemicals and caffeine, it's all showing through your face and your unresponsiveness.  You glorify work and business so much, your own physical health could be of little matter to you, causing me to be the one worrying for you.

You've gone almost two days without sleep hoping that it will pay off when you do well on your exams, yet you end up trying to cheat but to no avail (well of course, cheating will never help you out in the long run).

Do you know how ashamed and disgusted I was when I saw you trying to cheat?  It's become almost a habit for you that you don't even realize how bad it is for you.  Especially for someone like you whose math skills aren't that great - if you're trying to cheat your way through an EASY math class, it'll only get all the more difficult once you reach the Calculus series.  Think about the consequences, dude.

And speaking of getting rest - you were given the whole evening to do so.  Yet, you decide to take your new vehicle for a ride without any protective gear on!  And riding it without much sleep, too, at a hundred miles an hour!  Are you trying to kill yourself??

Are

you

trying

to

kill

yourself

To be honest, I'm really thankful that I got to see these sides of you today and being in worship practice really helped lessen the feelings for you a lot.  Yet here you are, ever-so persistent.  Other than trying to be on good terms until the quarter ends, I don't even know why I'm trying anymore.  I don't even know why I even bother to try to bring you to church.  You are one of the most mundane people I have ever met and you invest so much of yourself into materialistic, fickle things.  Sometimes I think you're a hopeless case.

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