le vingt-huit fèvrier

Today has been a good day.

We got to acknowledge each other as friends, I did pretty well on my anthropology class, and I got to go hiking at this gorgeous county park.

Night scares me, though.  Night is when all the misery and heartache sink in for some reason.

So I will try my best to sleep as early as possible, and rise with the morning sun.

I'm terribly confused with regards to you, though.
I talk to other guys exactly in the same way I talk with you, yet for some reason that is attractive to you.  I only had this one male friend today for our ESCI hike, and we talked a lot about the same things that I talked with you about, yet it's still apparent that we view and talk to each other as friends.

So why are you so... captivated?  You can honestly do much better than me.
Granted, I know there is quite a lot of chemistry/spark at times, and I can even remember the scent of your body now.  But still...

Boys are so weird.  I promise to give you an answer to your question, I just don't know when exactly I should now.