one of the many, many thoughts I've had is that........
I really, really, really, really want a Christian boyfriend. Haha. Just a boyfriend? No. A passionately Christian one? Yes. I have very, very few friends I can talk forever about with God - and that's a blessing from God. But to able to learn more about God's love and experience love with another human being who which the topic of a Savior, a loving father, and an almighty being genuinely excites him - that is something extremely precious that one day perhaps I could also have.
Because I was reminded again that you can not learn to love on your own.
But then again, I'm okay without one, too. It's just that my 'standards' for a guy are becoming stricter and stricter as I grow up so I also get the feeling I won't find one - but that is completely fine for me too.
Plus, I can't find one right now anyways. But I will defintely be scouting for one once I transfer! Muahaha
I really, really, really, really want a Christian boyfriend. Haha. Just a boyfriend? No. A passionately Christian one? Yes. I have very, very few friends I can talk forever about with God - and that's a blessing from God. But to able to learn more about God's love and experience love with another human being who which the topic of a Savior, a loving father, and an almighty being genuinely excites him - that is something extremely precious that one day perhaps I could also have.
Because I was reminded again that you can not learn to love on your own.
But then again, I'm okay without one, too. It's just that my 'standards' for a guy are becoming stricter and stricter as I grow up so I also get the feeling I won't find one - but that is completely fine for me too.
Plus, I can't find one right now anyways. But I will defintely be scouting for one once I transfer! Muahaha
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