Lately I've also been contemplating the fact of guys and girls being friends. Obviously it's possible because everyone has friends of both genders, and I do have guy friends, just not guy best friends.. In reality, most of them are actually acquaintances. We seldom talk to each other but whenever I get to run into one of them, having a little chat is nice. And it's recently I've discovered a recurring pattern about myself.
I don't like getting too close to guys. I've talked with a friend before, and basically pretty much my closest girl friends and I - we're the kinds where if we get too close to a guy, feelings would start to develop. Based on experiences throughout high school, personally, getting close to a guy wasn't a pleasant experience. Now I admit my friends and I do all have close guy friends, but I believe at one point in any 'simple' friendship between a guy and a girl, that had to be one point, perhaps temporary even, that one of would begin to extremely admire the other - and then that would grow into a bigger, warmer feeling. With my friendships, most of the time it wasn't me, thank goodness, but I have been that one. For some people that feeling has remained. For others, like me, it's evidently something of the past.
Also I just don't understand guys to begin with lol
I don't think I'll get married - and if I do, it won't be because of love. I have such a love-hate feeling towards guys that marriage would definitely just be hell if I was actually in love with my husband.
Today my Humanities professor stated "Love opens to you life's greatest pleasures, but also the greatest sufferings".
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