It won't let me get my original name back. Anyways, that's not what I'm here to write about today. I'd just like to confess something.
To be honest, it's hard for me to pay attention while praying. Praying to myself silently, praying with others, or being amongst others and praying together. My mind easily wanders, and heck, I was actually thinking of typing up this entry while praying earlier today. The only time I can pay attention to communication with God? Praying to myself out loud, and through music, which is again why music is rather precious to me.
And furthermore, it's actually really difficult for me to keep up with people in conversations - my mind easily wanders here as well. Especially on the internet because while I'm chatting with people I'm also going through my tabs on flickr, tumblr, gmail, facebook, youtube, you name it (and same with talking with people on the phone - I should never be on the internet while doing that). Unless of course, we're talking about something drastically serious.
So then I use to think... do I have ADHD or something? Well no, I can keep at things for a long time, such as my hobbies and school subjects that I actually enjoy and talking to guys who I find interesting so I definitely don't have any kind of ADHD. I just don't have a lot of patience.
Which is a subject I've already discussed earlier so I will stop it at here and blogger can just be a malfunctioning infant immature blogger site
Oh yes and I'm going to try to stop cussing.. again..
I also just saw a London Paralympics video ad on YouTube. Now usually when seeing inspiration or pictures on YouTube I'm just like "Okay, cool." but this was the first time I actually watched the whole thing (not that it was very long, anyways). There's just something so interesting about these athletes are coached (in a rather aggressive way, for some), yet they push push and persevere. Part of me likes to think that they want to defy their circumstances - when life knocks them down in such physical ways, they continue to do something as improbable as sports to get revenge on life, making sure they get the last say. I wish I could relate this to my life somehow, haha..
Oh yes and I'm going to try to stop cussing.. again..
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I also just saw a London Paralympics video ad on YouTube. Now usually when seeing inspiration or pictures on YouTube I'm just like "Okay, cool." but this was the first time I actually watched the whole thing (not that it was very long, anyways). There's just something so interesting about these athletes are coached (in a rather aggressive way, for some), yet they push push and persevere. Part of me likes to think that they want to defy their circumstances - when life knocks them down in such physical ways, they continue to do something as improbable as sports to get revenge on life, making sure they get the last say. I wish I could relate this to my life somehow, haha..
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