I wish

I could write lyrics.  I mean, I bet if someone gave me a poem, I could compose it into a song.  But words are just something I was never good with.  I have no inspiration from which words can flow out of.  So when people suggest that I should write songs - no, I can't.  It's not my forte, and it's just literally mentally and emotionally impossible for me to do so - it's just not there!  You can't force a painter to suddenly have a passion in programming computer chips.  That's what it feels like to me.  I'm not going to force myself to write any lyrics though, because I know they're not coming from anything meaningful and they just sound ridiculous.  But that's why I really admire people who write really nice lyrics.  They're good at what they do.

I also wish I started off playing guitar.  I'll get to it soon, I hope.  All I will say is that I'm kind of disappointed.  But this is what God wants to start me off with, and so be it.