8.20.2012

Comme un enfant

Ways I still think like a child: those I have seen as authority figures are still authority figures, boys will always be boys unless someone can convince me otherwise, bugs will still eat me alive, I still play with my stuffed animals, I still want to fit into certain 'cliques', my face is still my face

Ways I don't think like a child: Not having the energy to meet new people, not expressive as I once was for fear of hatred, the world is a much more beautiful place, scared of trying new things that actually interest me, I seldom flirt anymore, I'm more serious, I actually start cussing naturally just because it's the most suitable way to describe things than trying to sound cool, death is not something I'm afraid of anymore, I'm restless from faking things

There are more of both, obviously,

but unfortunately, as these parts of me don't fit with the rest of the world - of how people have or have not retained the childish aspects of themselves, I'm deemed as odd.

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