Things that hurt.

Wouldn't you all love to know?  You are all about to know even more about me.

1. Heartbreak.  Jealousy.  Very ugly feelings, which is one of the underlying reasons why I close myself off to pretty much every single guy on Earth and why I have never fallen in love yet up to this point in life.
2. Being hated for what I think and what I believe in.  Which I now realize is really stupid because then I realize, people are liking me for what I am not.
3. ... Running for a long time.
4. Being made fun of/making a fool of myself.  I'm still actually trying to figure out when this started in the first place.  I used to be quite a clown.  But now I absolutely despise it and feel insulted when people take something simple I do and make a fun of it.  But one thing I admire about a handful of my friends is that they really don't mind making a fool of themselves.
5. This somehow ties into the previous one - thinking I look like an idiot.  If I don't know a question, I know I should ask because I'm mostly likely not the only one with that question.

But I think Five is enough for now.  And I've experience long enough that seven hours of sleep will make me very fatigued throughout the day, so I shall sleep now.