I was just thinking about how I don't really have a normal attention span. Not that I'm ADHD, but my interests keep changing and changing and changing and changing and changing. I'm really sick of accounting right now. Thankfully, I realize that throughout my entire life, I've always been interested in one part of linguistics. I still will major in some part of the business sector, but I definitely need to be in school for something that I actually want to learn as well. And while one by one my friends are getting into relationships, I just know that I seriously will never have the attention span for a boyfriend of my own. To be honest, I'm very well aware when guys are interested or attracted to me, but I just choose to play dumb and be oblivious because even if there were any chemistry - there will only be chemistry when I feel like it. Also I just don't like talking to guys who merely find me pretty because guys can be quite idiotic sometimes and be completely blinded by looks. Which is probably why I'm more attracted to guys who act like they don't care, haha.
Also, I'm always never too happy about my father, either. I don't know if that has anything to do with my view against guys, since I know every guy is different. But on a subconscious level, it probably does.
I also watched this recently uploaded video of 'charlieissocoollike'. It's about him being an introvert and an explanation of introverts in general. I'm like him - where I don't usually feel like talking unless it's about something important. I usually become quiet when talking about people turns into gossiping, or if people are just fooling around saying dumb things I won't say anything either because it's just insignificant and a waste of energy for me to contribute to whatever they're doing - which is what a hell of a lot of people do. I can small chat for a while but going back to my short attention span thing - probably only for like.. two minutes. After that, I need to talk about something important or something I really like to get any conversation going.
Okay so I just need to get through this quarter of accounting. I don't think I have the energy nor motivation to get four A's - so I think the class I'll have as a B grade will probably be economics.
Also, I'm always never too happy about my father, either. I don't know if that has anything to do with my view against guys, since I know every guy is different. But on a subconscious level, it probably does.
I also watched this recently uploaded video of 'charlieissocoollike'. It's about him being an introvert and an explanation of introverts in general. I'm like him - where I don't usually feel like talking unless it's about something important. I usually become quiet when talking about people turns into gossiping, or if people are just fooling around saying dumb things I won't say anything either because it's just insignificant and a waste of energy for me to contribute to whatever they're doing - which is what a hell of a lot of people do. I can small chat for a while but going back to my short attention span thing - probably only for like.. two minutes. After that, I need to talk about something important or something I really like to get any conversation going.
Okay so I just need to get through this quarter of accounting. I don't think I have the energy nor motivation to get four A's - so I think the class I'll have as a B grade will probably be economics.
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