4.13.2012

I think I've figured out

one reason why I am so reserved and calm as a teenager/young adult.

As a child and preteen, I was extremely obnoxious, disobedient, frequently had demonic thoughts, very perverted, suicidal and have actually attempted suicide, unpredictable, and rather ruthless at times.

Now, it's either I've discovered how ridiculous I was when I was younger or it's all just hiding inside of me waiting to burst out one day. Hopefully, it's not the latter.

But no, it's not the latter. Becoming a Christian has definitely played a lot into who I am today - though I probably would say I didn't actually become a true, faithful Christian until my later years of high school even though I grew up in the church. I'm just still trying to pinpoint that phase of life when I totally just drew inside of my shell, which is basically the foundation of me.

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