Ha... so I bought the Senior All Night Party tickets for two hundred dollars... people keep saying I'm going to regret not going and lately my mind is going crazy with all these regrets I have. So no more! And since I know it will be really hard for me to stay up the entire night, I took like a five-hour nap today... so hopefully I can fall asleep tonight and get even more sleep.
Senior prom was really fun. I already wrote an entry on that earlier. The scenery throughout the night was breathtaking. I'm really glad I went.
Tomorrow is graduation, but it still hasn't really hit me yet. Being able to go to graduation practice with the rest of our class makes it feel like we will all still be seeing each other again, but really, we won't. Everything will finally hit me after the all-night party. This city is going to seem so quiet and lifeless. No more rallies, no more massive class trips. Just... college. I remember a friend from Taiwan telling me that being a student is the best. I guess I have to admit that I couldn't agree any less.
The important people going to my graduation are mostly my friends... who are going to be graduating with me anyways. I don't really have any family here, nor any other connections. Which makes me kind of sad, but I can't even do anything about it.
And for the past few days I've been reading "Jane Eyre" and got yelled at for reading it... It's a good story but a bit gruesome to start off with. American literature bores me to death now that I have been exposed to so much British literature.
I don't know whether to be happy or sad right now. I'll just be apathetic.
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