Hey I'm actually writing kind of earlier today! Well at least earlier than usual. There's a few things I'm really eager to talk about.
Well for one, I have this one friend who is worrying greatly about school. She says she's not doing very well in a couple of classes... I just pray that [she's okay].
And today I thought of something that made me smile/happy. Today, Melanie told Sarah and I of a classmate who basically had a boyfriend that we didn't know about, and we found it strange that someone like her has a boyfriend (not to be mean or anything, but it's just hard to imagine someone suitable for her). and a lot of my friends (or a few...) have just been kind of sad of the fact that they aren't in any relationships. At times I may be, too, but most of the imte I'm rather indifferent towards these sorts of things. At least for this moment in my life. But then I remembered something. There's this quote, strangely from the TV show "The Simpsons", where Homer says "Sometimes when you least expect it, you'll realize that someone loved you, and that means someone can love you again, and that'll make you smile."
Okay so not that anyone loved anyone else or anything, but there was this incident that happened a few years back at this camp, I guess you could say. I would always be trying to play on a piano or a guitar I could find (as I still always do). And sometimes when I did, this guy, who was a year younger than I was, would come over and talk to me, impressed by my music playing. At the time I found it quite weird, but I also remember finding him quite cute. I remember ending the camp two days earlier, because one of the teachers was basically touching me in very uncomfortable ways... But I remember the last day I was there, I talked to this charming guy for a while when everyone had left. He told me about his musical experiences, and I told him about mine. To make things less awkward, his younger sister was there with us as well, and we all seemed to enjoy talking with one another. They both told me about how their family was very music-oriented, and how their father owned a music shop or something and how they have 12 guitars sitting at home or something. I think he also insisted that I stop by that shop or something sometime.
My mind is real foggy of this incident, since I don't even remember his name or what he really looks like. I just remember a bit of that day's conversation. I remember that he was a year younger than I was and because of this difference in age, I warned myself not to become interested in him. But now, one or two years doesnt' exactly matter to me anymore. I also vaguely remember that he was a bit shorter than I was, but hey - who knows how much he might have grown by now? And this is random but he even dressed decently too~ haha.
I don't miss him or anything (heck, I don't even remember much about him), but it just makes me happy to know that if something like this has already happened, it's possible it could happen again - music bringing me to some nice guy haha. But right now I don't really care. I'm saving it all up for collleeege~~
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