So just to avoid the fact that, or get rid of the fact that my notebook is full of emo stuff... or that I write when I'm feeling down, I'm going to write about some more happy stuff, as my spirits are higher now.
Yesterday I went to Blue Pearl. Although it was pretty refreshing to swing dance, things didn't exactly turn out the way I wanted them too. But I'm not going to talk about the things that happened because this is going to be a happy entry lalala.
And then today my friends and I (and more specifically my friend's youth group) went on a photo scavenger hunt... at the mall! We did the most awkward thigns ever... like serenading to a total stranger, and taking pictures of teammates as mannequins in store windows. It was fun until the end when we all got really hungry as we had more tasks to do regarding food. It was girls against guys. And I think my group was quite clever regarding this one task. We had to find a belt that was taller than the shortest person in our group. But even so, no belt is longer than five feet long. So, one of us ( I don't remember who ), suggested that we compare our shortest member with an escalator belt! Haha. Girls are always smarter than guys. That's just like saying oxygen is necessary to breathe! Both of which are totally true and obvious.
And I started to watch the older videos of a YouTube celebrity, "Charlieissocoollike", and he's super funny and awkward, haha. So it's very entertaining. But yeah he's become super well known on YouTube. It's amazing how people can become famous because of technology. If I could get well-known and get some money I woudl spend it on a trip to Europe! Specifically London hehe. I'm pretty selfish... After all this time, I still want a better camera, clothing, and money to travel... but whatever~ for now I'm going to start saving up money for a new camera! And I know it's kind of likely that I'm going to Taiwan so I'm not going to bother with new clothing just yet. Even though I really need new clothing for the summer. All my clothing is mostly warm and fuzzy and winter-y. So yeah I need more clothing for warmer temperatures. And then after getting a new camera... actually I don't know... Maybe I'll just save like $650.00 and then see what I'll do with it later. And if I stay here, I can apply for a long-term job and possibly get better pay! Yay~
And I know if I wanted to, I could travel wherever I wanted to forever in Heaven. So maybe I should spend or use my money more wisely and help more needy people. Which I will, in the future. I plan to take part in those programs where I pay around $30 a month to a needy person in some third-world country. Like what Starfield wanted a lot of us to try to do.
I'm sorry, but I can't pass this journal entry without talking about some guilt and nervousness.
Regarding "guilt", I'm really sorry for kicking a church door today. I didn't mean it in a disrespectful manner, I was just trying to make sure a door would be securely locked and closed. And I guess someone took it as me kicking a church door. And I just want to clarify that my actions were not intended in that way. I apologized, but I don't know if my apology was heard. At least God knows the truth, and will help me with problems such as this in the future.
And regarding "nervousness", I'm not sure if I want to call in the UC administrative office to ask about the reasons behind my rejections. I don't want to go through that phase of life again. But hey, no regrets anymore. Maybe I could be away from home for college after all.
[BY THE WAY,
BLOGGER IS BEING REALLY RETARDED RIGHT NOW.]
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