March 19, 2011; 10:09 pm

So I got mad at my father for a while. It just disappointments me that in order for him to act like a father, I have to talk like my sister... which is probably how her attitude came about.

But yeah today I went to Vision School, as recommended by Yahni. It was alright I guess. It was super cold though, haha. And I really liked it when the guitar broke and all of us basically just sang acapella. It felt a lot more uplifting than regular worship. And this one girl could tell I wasn't Korean haha.... that's why everyone keeps staring at me there....

You know what the easiest way to regretting something is? Giving in to other people's opinions. I was talking with one of the older ladies at Vision School, and she said at her age, no one really cares what college you attended years and years ago. I just can't believe that throughout my entire high school career, I succumbed to academic and peer pressure. I should have thought of the long term, and at the same time, follow my heart. Of course as of now, it's too late to do anything. I was nonsensical and stupider then. So I am kind of thankful that God has given me some knowledge on life lately....

And I was also just thinking of the differences between actually liking someone and just a crush. I know a crush is not as strong as liking someone, but at what point does a mere interest become a crush? And I don't relaly like anyone at the moment but have been pondering about this.

I had a lot more going on in my mind earlier but am currently drawing a blank.

Oh and I'm going to Blue Pearl with Ming! haha~

And my mom just came back from watching Pride and Prejudice, our school play. She told me she only understood like five lines of the whole thing haha. Oh and she went with a friend to see it. I already went last week which is why I didn't go today

yeah.