You know

sometimes Pastor Chan's sermons are real boring when you are actually present and listening to them. But then later, you just begin to think about his message slowly throughout the rest of the day, and then you actually get something out of it to help improve your relationship with God.

@____@

Anyways. I have something to... confess? ish?
Today there were baptisms, and there were two baptism testimonies given today during second service. One was from this guy who 'fed his thirst' by going to Taiwan, and the other was this guy that I said hi to once in a while but didn't really talk to him.

I'm not gonna say any names, but this guy seemed nice, so whenever we saw each other we would just be polite and wave or something. And then I don't know, it just started feeling kind of creeper-ish afterwards, so I stopped saying hi to him since it was becoming very awkward. And people would talk about him and how creeper-y he would be, and I'd be like ehhhhhh. I kinda sorta agree with you guys but I don't know him too well. But so far, my impression of him is just he's just trying to be friendly, but ... I have to admit, still kind of creeper-y.

And today this guy finally decided to get baptized - and gave his testimony. Basically, he's been having troubles in his life throughout high school, and I guess something hard hit him recently - which pushed him to get baptized.

I just feel kind of bad for not continuing to greet each other... I mean, again, it's like that thing that it's good to be nice to everyone, even to people you don't know very well, for everyone is fighting a hard battle.

sigh.
yeah
:/