Umm

I was gonna blog about something from last night at the Iranian church but I forgot hehe.

I guess the testimonies were very inspirational. I already told Yahni this, but even though most of the testimonies are the same, or they sound very similar, they also all have the same effect one me - and I always stand in awe of God :]

But yeah. Lately I thiiink I've been okay with God... I don't know :/ I can complain about everything except Him. I can't complain about Him - and I don't understand how people do. And WHEN they do, for me it's like, how dare you? How can you blame these horrible things on your Father? Why would He intentionally cast horrible things on you? Sure, horrible things happen in our lives, it doesn't mean that HE made them happen - but He definitely knows you will get something out of it.

But I've been praying throughout the day, thinking about God throughout the day, and starting to return to my Bible now that it's break. I have a lot more time to devote to Him - so why don't I? I want to. I guess I like being out in nature a lot too cause it reminds me that in the midst of all His creation, I am His creation as well.

:/ I'm really worried about my camera. Is God trying to tell me something because of these feelings of hestitation?? haha :[ I just PRAY pray pray it has a safe journey to Illinois and back. I don't really care if they fix it or not... actually that would be a waste of shipping fees. But a broken, professional camera is better than having no camera at all so UGH. I don't know T T

But I really want to start a 365 again. I want to do likee a Bible verses 365 :] To remind myself continually of God throughout the year and in my photography.