did I start caring about such worldy things?
Ugh. Actually I think I know but that's rather personal.
I didn't used to care about looks and clothing so much, I'm jealous of every single person who has clear skin and nice clothing. What's wrong with me?
And I'm stressing out about stressing out I guess. Maybe that's why I haven't been looking so great lately.
But I saw all my friends with their expsensive clothing and their lavish spendings for leisurely activities - and I tell myself that I should be thankful for the things I already have - but does anyon else know how hard this is? Just being a poor kid in such a rich neighborhood can cause so much pressure.
I can't eat too much when I'm out with friends - I feel like I can never look representable, and my face is just a mess right now...
Sighh.
God, please help me.
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