Taiwan is tomorroww

My dad is acting real suspicious.
And my mom is acting real strange.

And I don't feel so good.. mentally?
I just want to sleep forever and ever and just DREAM.
In my own little world with my own little kinds of wonderful events and creatures.
Like the lion the witch and the wardrobe -____-

I guess movies and stuff can be very intoxicating. But watching them was all I did while I was sick. The only reality is God and this Earth. There's nothing else. No fairies, no superheroes who don't know how to wear underwear, no mystical creatures like Pegasus or whatever -____-, no forests with strange lights at night or beautiful mornings (actually I can just go to the woods)

I wonder why these things catch my attention though. There must be a reason why I've liked such things for such a long time. Or it could just be a short interest that I have again -___- Why are my interests so unstable. I'm not even obsessing over Nichkhun anymore.

But I haven't forgotten there's an even more wonderful place called Heaven and a Father of all beings who loves every one of us. "How great it is to be loved" - and on top of that - how great it is to be in a place full of happiness shining with the glory of God. And I do want as many people to reach Heaven as possible. It's not so much our 'responsibility', but through this mission, I really hope that we can bring these young souls closer to God.

D: I just hope all of us are safe and healthy and nothing horrible happens :[
And that we can all stay focused and look out for one another.
And I'm not quiet -___- I REALLY DON'T have anything to say most of the time.
Maybe I'm just boring xP But not quiet. But I guess.. I pray that I might have something to say? -___-

And today I finally realized why God likes to use the small and weak. Yes, I'm slow and I admit it. But I finally understand that if God worked a miracle through some big and strong person, not many would believe it was from a greater being, but from that person's own abilities. If the miracle worked through someone not as great and strong, then people would HAVE TO believe that there was something more to this world, and He can show His glory to those who have seen it and then they can spread it and then TADAAA @_____@@@@@

Sighhh.
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