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VGM MEETING #4! Was really really really fun :D I spent like 1/4 of my day with these people. and another 1/4 with my PDP team LOL. Lots of groups lots of fun x]

D; I definitely feel more comfortable around them now, though. Who cares if they think I'm weird - -"... Being weird isn't bad, it's just .. strange, and strange isn't always bad. And there's a reason why God made me strange and I'm confident that there must be some task He wants me to carry out because of the way I am :D

PDP was fun only because our entire group ditched the library HAHA. I also saw 帽子's sister there and 23 was real close by @__@... Ahaha I'm not a stalker they were just in my way D; We went to tartini and I actually had enough money to buy it this time! Haha... but I just wasted like $3.00 of my saved guitar money.. which was basically all I had in the first time HAHA. But D; AHHH. YOGURT. My stomach hurt for a while during the VGM meeting. I also saw 心底 fish there haha I bet like 1/3 of Monta Vista was there or something - -

Hmm sooo.. VGM. I was the first girl there. I got there the same time as this other dude. [INTERRUPTION: MRS. CHOW SAID SHE'LL WRITE ME A LETTERRR BUAHAHAHAHAHA YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!] yea ._. um and we started setting out the barbeque stuff. I ate a lot which was pretty dumb. And then we went inside to play pictionary and THAT was really fun. It was girls vs. boys and of course, the girls won [no duhh xP] And then we went to TARGET to play a scavenger hunt and our team totally won haha and then we just ditched the shopping carts @囗@Ｉstill feel kinda bad for that though. Kind of. And then Taboo was bought. And we played Taboo and I really sucked cause it was my first time playing it and omg I felt so nerdy cause a lot of us kept using APUSH references hahaha. But it was fun. And then we played Chubby bunny and I was like 2nd/3rd person to drop out - -"... The winner got like 13 FAT MARSHMALLOWS in his mouth. Blech D; And then we did a mini worship and that was when my stomach started hurting - -"....

So I didn't sing much. I sang when I could, though. And we had like a popcorn prayer which was a bit intimidating for me, but ehh I got through. I didnt' end very well though. Everyone thought I was going to keep talking cause I said "and...".. and then I just ended up not saying anything x____x... And then hmm. I think after that we tried talking about Taiwan? Yee D; And 賀恬 told us a story and omg @__@ I felt like the Holy Spirit was running through my veins or something. God is so cool :D

And I've forgotten that for quite a while.
I was supposed to NOT use tumblr and twitter not only to focus more on school - but also to focus more on GOD. And I totally just ruined myself. So to make up for it, I will ONLY use GMAIL, FACEBOOK, FLICKR, SCHOOLLOOP, AND BLOGGER up until June 30th.

Anything else is distracting D;
Flickr and facebook are distracting enough. As I can still get info from other sites from those two sites - -" Especially facebook.

:[[ Nichkhun my dangerous addiction.
I will have to stray away from you as a while T^T But I will keep what I have of you so far hehe. I don't have to let go of my obsession - -".. I just have to lighten it like 20 fold HAHA.
I WILL MISS YOU NICHKHUN
Ohyea - - And I wanted to say that during the popcorn prayer, it was the 2nd time I've felt 'strange' when praying out loud. I have always been praying out loud - but when I do, I HAVE TO SAY that God is there - or else there's just no feeling in it for me, I feel like I'm not actually talking to HIm. I just ahve to remind myself that He's there, watching, breathing over all of us.

TT^TT goodbye youtube and 2pm forum and Nichkhun's twitter and Nichkhun-filled tumblrs and funny sites that make me laugh.
But when I come back, it'll just mean that I'll have ENDLESS ENTERTAINMENT XD But I'll still have to restrict myself because of College stuff and SATs - - poo.