I think

this is it!
I've always looked at friends, other church members, and other classmates - being so... acknowledgable about the presence of Christ. I've always been somewhat jealous, seeing how they could love things unseen. I've always thought that I was okay... I guess I somehow felt His presence sometimes. But

Never before have I greatly felt the love for Christ and His own love for me. To have Him as my Father, my best friend, my Savior, and CREATOR - nothing else is more awesome than that. I feel like crying every minute of the day now - because I can't stop thinking about Him, and it just breaks my heart that He could have such a huge love [omg I'm crying now = =] for us, and that He has given us so many things, that us dustballs don't even deserve in the first place.

I WANT TO make sure that EVERYONE I meet EXPERIENCES THIS LOVE [it's contagious xD] I WILL NOT GIVE UP. SATAN, you may take down every 10 men of God's that He take of yours, but in the end, you will lose and GOD WILL WIN" [hehe]


I LOVE YOU, DADDY :]]]]]]


*O*.. but I still don't want to study .___.
Maybe I'll just go 洗澡 now. Yeah I think I'll do that - -

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OKay I just realized/remembered that, everyone has their own way of coming to love Christ. I guess the Fireproof movie greatly touched my heart - but I have to remember that I am not everyone else. If I show this movie to to other people, and there's no reaction from them - that's okay. God has other ways of showing Himself to them :] But if there is a nice reaction then YAY, haha. At least showing the movie is worth a shot