5.25.2010

D; Growing up

"is the hardest part of life" xP

D; So much college college college college SAT SAT SAT SAT all of a sudden.
I need to make sure I remember to stick with God or I might hurt myself haha :[

Today in lit we all went to the library - SUPPOSEDLY to use the computers to type up our college essay thing. Instead everyone just went straight to all the college sites!! Haha. Stressing everybody out - -".. I signed up for a USC account already hahaha. Not like I'll get in, though - -".. but hey, anything is worth a try. Private school stuff is crazy - -" I originally didn't want to go to ANY kind of Private school - to 省麻煩 and lay the pressure off myself for a while. But if I can make it into USC I'll try :[[ It's not very likely though. But it's lower in the rankings than UCLA so like what the heck x____x I didn't want to do this letters of rec stuff but XOX AGH. Mr. Kim said that there's an 85% chance that he'll write one for me cause he already has a full list or something >O<... And I need two more? Or one more?!! I'm still very confused. I think I'm going to start emailing those office people very soon >___> and I need to start using that stupid naviance - -" AND I NEED TO FIND ANOTHER TEACHER(S)! A;LSDKJFASLKFHASDLKFJSD;KLJFA;LKHFKLSD


- -"
But I have to remain calm
and remember that God is planning my life, not me.
So whatever happens, I have to accept.
If I know I can do better, then I have to stop slacking off and blaming other things.

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