Uhhhh

So today - -".... results came out - as I expected @囗@ I'm so happy for the people that made it for some reason - - "... and I kept saying I was okay. But during that car ride I kept feeling this rage inside me for some reason. Gosh and watching that jazz group even on the Simpsons 讓我心給覺很不舒服。 But I am okay, I hope. I feel okay now, and I just thank God that I am not as heartbroken as I thought I would be. This is His plan - and honestly, some part of me feels like smiling and is happy and 囧 this sounds cheesy, but, a bird freed from a cage - -

It's just - -".. a;lsdkfhasdlhf I don't hate liars, but don't lie to me. If I know I played really bad, don't tell me that I played nicely - -"... Even though people are just trying to comfort me, lies hurt much more (to me, at least)

Well I have five classes next year :] Which means more time for PIANO AND VIOLIN AND GUITAR harhar. I still really want to improve on violin, though - which shows that I am actually okay from all this chamber orchestra stuff.

"Well
Five class periods next year means more time to play piano and violin anyway! x]
And COLOR photography! Omggg haha.
And more time to hang out with people
[MORE TIME TO SPEND WITH GOD,
MORE TIME TO SLEEP]
And less time around creepers at school
And more time to focus on getting into a pretty decent college - -"
AND I was reminded by 阿腸 that this isn't the last chance in my whole life to join an orchestra - - (where people are around the same age as me x___x)"

Just remember all of this and I'll be fine :D

And I used to think this song sounded real dumb, especially since I hate Justin Timberlake (and still do). But for some reason, this song sounded nice today - -
The video is weird, don't watch it - -" just listen to it.