Soo seeing that tomorrow I probably won't go online because of my procrastinating of Bio Finals studying, here is what I want to say for.. now I guess - -"...
Today I accidentally deleted the Chamber Orchestra video on my camera. It was that video that got me so motivated to try out for chamber in the first place, and for some reason I thought it was some random picture and deleted it. Kind of a coincidence, seeing how Thursday went. 說實話，我還是特別傷心。But there's still that teeny, tiny spark of not to touch anything on my tentative schedule, and to go see the results next week. Waiting is somewhat typical, but to actually see it is also very embarassing and shameful for me.
I found out that this is probably why I've been so dead lately. 我一直以為接下來，我會過的還好 － but we what think and what we expect usually isn't what our life has to turn out to be.
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