Idolizing, much?

I think I am. I keep going I LOVE MUSIC I LOVE MUSIC I LOVE MUSIC. And yes, music is one of the greatest things from God, but it was not meant for idolizing, which I may be doing? I'm spending my time way more over music than God, and that's not the right picture. There needs to be a reasonable balance, which I am beginning to find.

THIS IS MY CHANCE TO TURN THINGS AROUND. SPRING BREAK. I will remember this week for the rest of my life: the time that I actually started being myself and not the fake person I've become - the time where I show God that I really want to spend the rest of my life with Him - and the time that I can prove nothing is impossible and that I can get into Chamber Orchestra (I say that last part with some hesitation, though - -)!!!!

One of my loverly, loverly friends posted something that I would like all of us to look at and be reminded of (sorry, if you see this - - but it's really meaningful because you just have that cool of a mind :] ) -

I wish I had my license. To me it is freedom. I wish I was doing better in Bio. To me it is my dad’s approval.

How I wish I had those.

But having those its just temporary. My grades will only carry me so far in life. My license will only carry me so far down the road.

What about my relationship with God? That should be something I want. That is a permanent thing. Something that will carry me beyond this life. My relationship with God will allow me to grow and allow me to have the capacity to love more.

If I just allow God to take the top priority for me everything else will work out in its own time. Everything I want is just temporary. It could lose all of its worth tomorrow. But my relationship with God is eternal. and as long as I keep that in mind I will be able to move on.

"it's your FAITH that makes you stronger"