Harr... the date that started this whole 23 fanatic xP
Haha funny though, I just noticed that I've been having a stomach problem all day.
Coincidence? Who knows.
Ugh I usually have tons of things running through my head and then I go like "OMG I HAVE TO BLOG THIS" but then I forget - -"
WELL, here's something I remember~~
I have a friend that doesn't come to church anymore, but not because she actually doesn't go to church anymore, it's because she doesn't go to 'this church', but another. Her reason is because she doesn't like our church anymore. I think I accidentally said something wrong yesterday - -"... but what I MEANT was that no church is perfect.
Come to think about it.... our church is... kind of... strange... I mean, I'm always thinking of how people can be so spiritually open and happy and high and stuff all the time - and none of those people come from my church - -".... Not that that's bad, our church is a little bit more conservative than other churches (actually a LOT more..). I know church is for God, not us. But still, I feel like we're not really into serving and loving God. But as conservative as we can get.... well I'm not going to post stuff because we're not supposed to trash talk churches. I'll just know what I know and you can figure out what church I go to if you're that curious xP
But then, even if a church isn't fully functional through the Holy Spirit and Satan is viciously pulling at strings, that doesn't mean we should run away from Jesus - and begin searching for a church that's 'right for us'. Not that it's bad - I mean, I feel like I also need a fresh start elsewhere - with unhappy events (對我來說) in my own church, not feeling accepted, feeling ignored. And people see what I WAS, not who I AM... but it's also partly my problem because in front of them I'll still continue to be who I WAS, partly because I feel they expect me to stay the same. I'd also just like to go somewhere else to get a fresh start. Is that bad?
Or if you believe a church might have problems, why not fix it yourself? And think to yourself, what can I do to bring my church back to its senses? (Okay, I'm not actually talking about my church here, okay? This is mostly theoretical.)
OHYAY I Remember something else :D
Being a president is hard - -"... You have to deal with the economy (especially panics), nature policies, hundreds of social injustices, various legislatures, and much much more but I can't think of any right now. Why doesn't Obama look more tired or something? x___x
AND THE [ONLY] GOOD THING ABOUT TODAY:
^^ I was so flippin happy when I heard this. I asked Yahni to ask Mr. Galli about the Suzuki book requirements in order to get into Chamber Orchestra - and he said FOUR OR FIVE! BUT... he doesn't know the suzuki books that well so he's actually not quite sure - -"... He just knows those are the Suzuki book requirements.
Heh... I didn't really finish four I'm like in the middle of it 屁 = ="....
And I really need to borrow someone's bow if I can't borrow their violin! Haha... I think half of the horse hairs have fallen off already or something. And maybe I should restring my violin because it sounds really dull.
Yeeee I looooooooove music :]
Haha I can't wait till Jesus comes T^T
*O* Oi my stomach.
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