Soo I'm done with 40 Days of Purpose! I'm glad and somewhat not glad - and I'm glad I took the time to read it again and that I've read it over again and actually understood what it said. I'm not glad because though at times I was impatient on reading it, I still wish there was more :[ Well hey, there's also the actual Bible itself I should read more of. The only things it has made realize is that I do have something to contribute to His ministry, it's that I don't know what yet.. and that God made people for a reason - to be around each other and walk with each other!
I hope I can discover something contribute-table to His ministry :[ an experience, a talent, an ability, some part of my personality, I don't know. I wish it was a passion but then that'd be kind of... "flamboyant"?
Well the thing is that now I'm done with 40 Days of Purpose, what shall I do with this blog now? Haha 囧 I kind of like it as a spiritual journal - there's much to talk about. It could also be a life journal and a PHOTO journal yeyuh.
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Well I figured I have to do something about this whole chamber orchestra thing so I don't go incredibly emo and kill myself or something - -"
So I've decided to keep practicing for now, and try to improve even though I'm on my own [ish]. I asked Yahni to ask Mr. Galli of the Suzuki requirements for violinists in chamber orchestra - and until I know of his answer, the only thing I can do is practice as much as I can... and balance violin with God, friends, homework, and SATs = =" soooooo I need to cut down on computer time quite a bit haha. And if things do not turn out the way I want them to - well I shouldn't be sad or anything because it's not my life to live in the first place - He's telling me there's better things to do and He's teaching me the mistake that I've done, and to not do it again. If things do turn out favorable, well then, God can work miracles too, I guess.
But I will never know :/
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I blog too much. No one even reads this stuff anyways x]
*O* gosh but 隔夜睡不著的時候一直在想著當初看到的笑容 x_______x
會一生兩次嗎會一生兩次嗎 :[
可是那也是祂的決定。
You know, I can NOT wait to get out of high school! Alice and I can finally have our planned journey[s] together to wherever and be 輕鬆 and we can actually have that emotion of HAPPINESS and JOY and RELIEF haha x_______x....
and I can tell someone something? haha 囧 it will be fun[ny] but mostly I want to try it out because it will be the first time I MIGHT do something like this *O* I don't know, maybe on Alice's birthday something will happen again hahaha JK xP
But when high school's over we will leave all our childhood companions :[
Haha.... stupid facebook - -"
ALICE YOUR BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP :]
You are 16 going on 17~~ harrr
I know what I'm getting you~ lalalalalala
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